time

ages ago, one wise fella once said "time is just an illusion". i want to believe in him. i want to believe that time is really just an illusion. but when i read back my previous posts, time really had gone by.
procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday. my all time favourite qoute :p that's the only way i console myself for this bad attitude of mine. but anyway, those few sentence aren't what i really wanna post about.

i feel sick. yes, sick. sick and tired of all these things going around me. i've just finished all those assignments and tests, and yet again i didn't do well. no matter how hard i try, how hebat i am, i just cannot be what i want. i still believe people live with either their brains or luck. and i, am still living with luck :( i hope these luck won't run off... but i won't mind running out of luck when i have the brains! :p

home sweet home eh? home supposed to be sweet. but nowadays i dont like coming back. this is just a house, not a home. surrounded by four damned walls. i don't like a lot of things going around in this house. neither of them concern me. i just don't like. i hate.

i find comfort among my friends. ironically, i find trouble among my friends too. sometimes things happen for reasons that nobody would know. and i get pissed off whenever i don't get an explanation. i would really prefer being happy with my friends. i'm trying hard, real hard.

i guess the road ahead won't be a smooth one for me. i am just hoping for the best...